Teenage Drama

Do you know how in every high school movie, the guy is put in the friend zone or they both put each other in there, and then, suddenly they’re in love. Well if you’re a movie director and you are reading this, congratulations, you just found your new High School Musical. This is the story of how an amazing dork turned my life upside down.

It all started a while ago, he was my best friend’s best friend and I started talking a lot more to him just because of her really, because they were extremely close, we never weren’t close, i mean, we started off by  being extremely intimate already, he knew the size of my boobs and i knew how many times he masturbated that week.

Later this year, which has barely even started, they had a huge argument and he said some pretty bad shit to my friend, he even talked about a dead guy, her ex. Because she was mad, and so was he, she told me everything and I told him to wait a while before actually talking to her, because it would be useless. That day, he asked for our friend’s younger brother to ask for my phone. As soon as I got home i got a message from the cause of my death.

We talked, for days, about how he could tell her how sorry he was, but none of them wanted to get back to being best friends, but anyway, they are all solved now. In the meantime, with him talking to me all day and actually asking me to go see a movie in his house with another friend (i said no because I didn’t want to be in a boys-only place), I fell in love.

Not to be way too girly but, “ I fell in love the way you fall asleep, slowly, then all at once”. First i thought it would be nice to have a friend who’s fine with talking about sex and other  forbidden things when you’re only 15, but then I realized he was so funny and so amazing and, seriously, hot as fuck. He’s not that hot, but the guy is 6’2 and has curly hair and amazing hazel eyes and oh my, that body.

After freaking out, my best friend finding out I liked him and calling me a liar, I sorted things out. I firstly couldn’t talk to him in person, but then we started talking and there was this party at our school and we talked and danced together and he made fun of my dance moves and I had finally decided: he’s an amazing friend and he’s funny and I want this guy in my life forever, he’s the one who’s gonna watch my children while i go to work.

Then, yesterday, at 9pm, he started sending me loads of messages with no sense at all, which made me question why I hadn’t killed myself because of him yet. Fun thing is, i had cut myself (just for curiosity, not actual sadness), and i ended up mentioning it, exactly because i didn’t do it for any wrong reason, and he started yelling at me because i could’ve hurt myself and I had never seen that side of him before, the side that cares about people, the side that cares about me.

End of story: I chose to friend zone the guy who friend zoned me because he’s just too precious to be wasted on some stupid high school crush.