Text.

        By now, I should’ve already started to worry about the sort of content I put out there in a blog or whatever and actually care about how good my texts are, but right now I just need to let everything out and I’ll do it in the dumbest way possible, so here it goes.

You are great, you smell great -most times, you look great -all the time, all that should mean that I’m in love with you or something, but you are just such a jerk and are always so disrespectful to people in general and do all the thing I am completely against and that is just how much I don’t get you.

All the girls like you and they all tell me their reasons for it and ask me about you and all I can say is that you’re just so unpredictable and that’s not even true it’s just that I don’t get you. I don’t get why you act like a jerk all the time when everyone knows you’re a nice guy, I don’t know why we’re always insulting each other when we’re so much alike and actually have the same interests in most things.

People say it’s nice to be around us because it’s fun to see us fight, it’s like a show, because we all know we’re just putting on a show, but why would you talk to me if you thought I didn’t like you? Why are you so insecure when you’re the hottest guy I’ve ever seen (and I’ve seen a lot)?

I know this is not a real text or anything but a rant about how fucking nice you are even though you are not nice at all, it’s like my life is better when I’m unhappy around you. I just wish I wasn’t the only one to know that and that other people hadn’t said it before me.

I guess I kind of like you, sort of… .